I don't remember the exact year, 2006 or 2007 maybe, could have been sooner, but I moved back to Los Angeles from Austin, Texas and sent my daughter to live with her father in Seattle. I was alone, had no job or money but I made my daily trek to an Al-Anon meeting for spiritual sustenance and community. I met lovely people and someone gave me a bike for I had lost my car not being able to afford the payments. (Something I went thru again recently.) I was able to ride my bike to the library in Santa Monica almost everyday. What you will read below is one of the poems or stories that came out of that time of bare bones existence. I'm still very much in love with words and the power they possess. I hope I can only evolve into the writer I'm striving to become. Someone who can express what this little girl in The Book Thief discovered of herself with the help of the young Jewish man they helped during the war. Thank you God for this amazing gift so many writers have at their fingertips. I might read the book someday also.
I was going through all these photos, literally hundreds, I've finally decided to scan to my computer so not to have to schlep them around anymore. I came across this fabric made card my older daughter had given me in 1985 and in it was a quote she decided to share with me in the card which just now truly has relevance for me. "The role of the writer is not to say what we can all say, but what we are unable to say." - Anais Nin My daughter who is the ultimate artist in so many mediums has been such an inspiration to me and continues today and hopefully for many years to come. Writers are artists too, painting pictures with words. I hope you enjoy my poem and if you want to read more of my writing you can find my book on Amazon.com with many more poems and short stories. God bless!!
Year of the Locusts
The year it all vanished I felt
like I died
My daughter left, then they took
the house,
The car, computer, TV and stereo
All removed when the locusts came
Imagining how the farmers felt
Having everything disappear in a
twinkling
Fruits of one’s labor and love
All they had as identity and
security
Then stealthily replaced with a magic discovery
Of the prosaic library and the blessed word
Nothing to do but read and write
It flowed forth in a stream, no,
a torrent
Claiming my role as a channel for
words
When the locusts came it showed
me
The joy that is poetry and verse
Feeling the hand being guided to create
Putting pen to paper, birthing a
tangible thought
I kept company with the literary
ghosts I admire
In the solitude required, I
hunkered down
Then out of nothing came
something
I've been told the pen is mightier than
the sword
Will I topple my foes, praise and
blame?
Of course, off to battle to
conquer the world.
With my pen, with my (s)words…
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